three-fourhere we go again.
Gone was the day,
Just one more night.
Prepare a lantern,
In everyone's sight.
Large houses and sweet treats
From last lunar year.
These memories, your smiles so sweet.
And my greatest fears.
Song on a piano,
I got driven out.
Thinking of you
I just wanted to shout.
But imagination,
The thoughts that stationed,
In and out of my
mind.
Reality,
It was meant to be.
And now it has become
Mine.
I was greedy.
Impaitient.
Selfish.
Just like the way I ate
Mooncakes.
Frustration,
Remorse crept
Into me.
But tonight,
I won't be afraid.
I thought I wasn't
Before.
But I was wrong,
And that cost us the friendship.
I knew I'd messed it up before
Long.
Now I shall try to,
Build the trust back up
That I have knocked down for
Nothing.
The last thing I'll need is, your consent.
So please grant me, this last request.
And I'm sure we'll create
Something.
Pink swimming trunks
And highlighters too.
This morning the sky,
Was a grey hue.
Message box
Had someone's well wishes.
Slapped myself,
Forgetting was new.
Partner sick,
Slowly time ticked.
My voice in disguise,
Was not in deny.
Class I wasn't
Listening to.
Writing this in my
Fantasy zoo.
No animals,
Just ideas there.
And disastrous thoughts,
All locked up there.
Worrying thoughts,
Visible from glass cages.
Had many there,
One was in mad rages.
Time to rush,
Plans to make.
"Please let this go
Right for my sake."
Well.
Whoever said the road was all smooth.
Whoever said I was destined for you.
Tell.
Me that for once
I am faced with a challenge.
Yet I run away,
Is it too hard to manage?
Nobody said that a bump lead to failure.
Nobody said that in your eyes I'd passed.
Nobody said that I'd got what I wanted,
But actually I just refused to listen.
And so I'm back.
Down to Earth.
Surrounded by endless.
Mirth.
Not gone is the day,
For the sky is still bright.
I'll take my music
And chase you through the night.
Few more minutes
Before I send it.
Making sure every
Word.
In the message, uncountable,
Has meaning understandable.
Sky's alone for but a sole
Bird.
Sometimes the hardest thing,
And the right thing
Are the same.
I'm to blame.
I'm just hoping,
I can say what I want to say.
If not then I'll regret.
Forever from this day.
Isn't it wonderful,
The length of a year.
So long, yet
So short.
Slowly recollect,
What has happened.
My mind begins
To distort.
Of all the things
I want to say tonight,
Just the simple, perhaps meaningless
Sorry.
I just hope,
No longer will you
And I just stop our
Story.
So please,
One last request.
Your consent.
I'll make something so beautiful.
That hopefully I can pay back a fraction of what I've done.Maybe my brother's right.
I do need to destress.
He's the genius after all, meh.
And NO, do NOT submit my blog to cresco.
Cresco if you see this, its not clean.
So don't add it anyway.
and off i go.